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by Teen Suicide


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Track Name: lonely boy goes to a rave
all his friends are hanging out
doing stuff without him now
no girlfriend he’s alone
feeling sad feeling down
lonely boy has a plan
to take some drugs to make new friends
go to a rave where he can be
surrounded by the people he wants to be
Track Name: benzo
i can’t remember my dreams
when i was young i never had any fun
Track Name: haunt me (x 3)
i wanna be haunted
i wanna be loved
i want a lot of friends and
a lot of drugs
i wanna be haunted
i won’t leave my bed
i won’t go crazy and
i won’t get sad
so haunt me haunt me haunt me ooo
Track Name: everything is going to hell
everything i like is going to hell
and everyone i like is living in hell
i’ve got no use for friends
only connections
give me what i want and leave me alone
and in five years from now i’ll be living in hell
in ten years from now i might as well be dead
when i wake up at night i am floating above
the sheets on my bed
i’ve got no use for time
i’ve got enough
give me what i want and leave me alone
Track Name: falling in love
i got out of my car
i could have fallen down in the yard
and looked up at the stars
but i don’t like stars
and i don’t know where you are
and all i ever knew about falling in love was wrong
i went inside
and fell down on my bed
i could have hit my head
on a million different things
but it’s not my time to die
and all i ever knew about falling in love was wrong
Track Name: salvia plath
you said you hate yourself
so let me feed you strawberries off a plate i bought from a widow who was selling her husbands things
and we'll see if you still hate yourself
if you still hate yourself
i'll eat you out for an hour in your room cause i love giving head
if you still hate yourself
we'll cut ourselves and swallow chunks of broken glass i don't care about finishing college
i'll buy the biggest tv that my credit card allows me we'll watch the food network for the rest of our lives
Track Name: doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2
stay in bed, sometimes turning to my right, until i close my eyes
this is not a song about sleep or death, it’s about something much smaller and paler than that
i’m not going to show it to my friends.
cause when i came home i’d lost thirty something pounds,
i didn’t leave my bed, i threw up in a bathroom in baltimore
before dancing with a girl i’ll probably never talk to again.
we won’t be friends.
and i won’t be nice to anyone because i don’t see why i should.
i don’t see the point, i won’t get clean for the rest of my life.
i won’t be nice
Track Name: we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers (acoustic)
i don’t want to go to sleep
and i don’t want to dream
on a table or on the floor
in a car outside at night in the snow
waking up in someone else’s bed
something tells me i’m losing my head
i don’t want to leave
just dye my hair and sleep
the world is ending in my dreams
every week for the last few years
when it really ends they’ll fill my body with flames
you and i will be a household name
Track Name: no, the moon
the sun is hidden
behind the clouds
the sun goes down
i see it fall
i write your name
at the grocery store
i want to see
what it's like to be you
i'm lying down
it's raining now
when things are gone
you can't have them back
i close my eyes
it's late at night
i hope i won't
have that dream again
Track Name: spooky ghost
spooky ghost
you come to me
you see me shake
you set me free
when things are bad
and i am down
it's nice to know
you will always be around
my friends and i
in a field
spin in circles
by a tree
dressed in black
wearing masks
holding hands
falling down
the sun never goes down
Track Name: afterlife dating
there's so much we could do if i wasn't dead
we'd go for walks in the rain if i had legs
but i only have bones
and soon they'll have turned into dust
i can only see you from far away
how i wish i could get out of this grave
we could fall in love
but soon i'll have turned back to dust
Track Name: the dermis song (feat dermis)
Track Name: i am my own hell
i am my own hell
and i have made my home
in a place where no one ever goes
i'll always be alone
i'm learning all kinds of tricks
how to drain the blood out of my face
and spend a summer in bed
so everyone will think i'm dead
when i come back to you
it'll be on my hands and knees
i'd be lying if i said
i didn't dream sometimes
about what it would be like
if i didn't have this life
my legs start to shake
when it's my time to leave
Track Name: dead cat
i was driving with a girl
i saw a dead cat on the side of the road
Track Name: untitled-oct19
give me a black dress
to hide in until fall ends
fill me up with smoke
don’t let me go
when i go back home
i’ll go to sleep

this body’s at an end
this pale decaying flesh
but i will be again
made into light
when i go back home
you won’t see me
Track Name: if i cleaned everything
one more week
and things are at an end
i am not myself
i haven't been in months

i am not alone
i know it won't be long
the sky is turning black
i can't keep my food down

when i come back home
everything stops
getting out of bed
is the hardest part
Track Name: yr glow (acoustic demo)
your light has gone out
and my mouth has shut
and the glow surrounding your body
has faded
we’re living in hell
and cutting our hair
you have your ways
and i have mine
when the time comes
i’ll know what to do
i know what picture
i want them to use
but your light has gone out
and mine still glows
and it keeps you up all night
i know you resent me
just like i envy you